Omg he came I thought he never come cause I thought he is the type who is like don’t care about the CCA, but I was wrong. So the day started as usual take attendance Mam’d talk all that than our mam’d group is in to group of 4-5 than first YY was standing in front of me than I was so happy than suddenly mam’d go and change his places so he must group with my friend and BL was in my group…. * sigh * it was so board. When I think about it back each of us get 1 monkey each “we call them the 3 monkey cause recess time they will always go to the monkey bars and climb on top of the monkey bar and sit”, my group there is BL, my friend yana group there is YY and my friend yati there is FR. Than as usual I went home on line chat with my friend than he on line I was so happy, so I chat with him and ask him how was his day was is fun or board than I ask him how he like than he say no one than he want to know who I like ‘ I can’t tell him who I like cause the person I like is him’ he keep asking me he even msg me asking me who I like.
OMG this is so weird…

Is he ok? Is he still sick? Have he taken his medicine? Hope he will get better soon…Saturday there is CCA hope he is well enough to go for the CCA… I really hope he will come :(

Haha so funny my friends and I bet on something, the bet was if yy call my name today they will each get 50 cent from me but If yy never call my name they will each give me 50 cent each. So I thought he never call my name cause when finish school we walk in front of them and they kept calling my friend name but not mine so I say to them “you guys own me 50 cent ok?” when I say that they call my name than my friends all was like “ ouh! 50 cent! 50 cent! He call your name” that was so funny….

I still have this feeling for BL but I think I just have to move on, and be who I am.

Boy, fate met us with each other,
But we are not meant to be together,
When I look up at the sky,
I can see the difference between u and I,
If I noe I’m gonna miss you,
I won’t be giving my heart to you if I noe it hurts,
I swear I won’t ever fall for you,
If time can be rewind,
I want to go back to the time where we first met,
And the first time you talk to me,
But it’s all impossible,
Cause you’ve moved on and I’ve moved on,
The feeling tat I once have for you,
I promise tat I’ll keep it,
Not in my heart but in my mind,
And I will always remember you and I’ll miss you,
Not for long,Till I met with a guy tat can replace you….

I like have no feeling for him anymore and started to have feeling for his friend… it’s so weird, I know!. Cause the one whom always MSG me or chat with me when I’m bored is his friend, I try a few time chat with him but he never reply lol. I was so angry so I give up… I told my friend about my crush for his friend I thought my friend reply would be like “ eeeewwww!!! you like him? Why you like him he is not that good-looking!” but they did not say that their reply was “ ouh ok”. I was shocked, I ask my friend wat is her comment and she say ‘ok’ I ask her wat make her say that she say that I’m very close to him, and she won’t be surprise if I told her that I like him…


YY !!! ((:

I can’t believe that he never come that day I really hope that he come but he never turn up it really upset me I ask his friend why he never come and they say that he never bring his clothes but I msg his friend what to bring and wat time, surely his friend got call him... AHHH!!! I’m so disappointed I think he never come because of me, I think he know ready that I like him …..

oh well nothing much happen's :D soo went to sch per normal.Hoping that i would bump into him & soo i went searching!(:but hey!, Why is he not in there??? )))))):I thought he is in there!!! Only his friend is in the classroom but he isnt,)):& finally afta twisting my head for sometime finding him, I finally found him! he was looking at me! i smiled.But only his friend looked at me and smile back. I was like *gosh!" he soo attitude can?.…. damn! soo the whole day i was soo upset. but i couldnt care less! decided to act per normal forget bout all that happened. & soon school ended. i wasnt in the mood so i went home. otw i saw him again. sigh.... der's nothing i cn do so i walked passed him & he still looked away!. damn it la. Does it kill to at least say hello? stupid bugger. fine lor. i remember dis day!wasnt it u who always say hi's? wasnt u who always text me? wasnt u who always help me out? but why it ended like dis? Raahh!!...)))))))):

Huh? Why is he not in there??? I thought he is in there!!! Only his friend is in and he is out,)): I saw him looking at me but when I look at him back but he look away…. Only his friends look at me and smile…. After the whole thing have end he and his friends went to change and quickly went home When I go out from my school I saw him and his friend at the bus stop...

HE NEVER EVEN LOOKS AT ME!!!! WTF!!!!

I’m so nervous… he so bad sia he laugh at me sia… cause I must take prize on stage than must sit at the side first then his class was in front me then first his friend saw me then tell his other friend then suddenly he turn around and look at me and smile…. AHHHH…
I was soo happy, than my nervous all gone….

AHHHH…. he come so late today, I thought he never come sia. We were running here, running there than suddenly I saw him in front of me walking to put his stuff, first he wasn’t standing at another group so far away but because he is tall he need to stand behind me, walao if I not short than I can stand beside him sia… NVM… than when gathering time he keeps standing beside me sia… I was so shocked when he stands beside me cause before he stand beside there were somebody else….

But he still never looks at me sooo sad sia…

Did he know anything??? Cause he use to be friendly with me, now he is shy when I’m around… Did his friends tell him anything??? Sometimes he didn’t even look at me...

It make me feel like i'm INVISABLE...

I can’t believe that the party is over, I took a picture with him but it turn out bad the picture is too blur. I’m so sad right now, would that be great if I can turn back time… I’m so sad to think about anything right now….

He waved at me… I didn’t know he sit at the front I thought he sit at the back anyway the way he wave at me was so cute… I was walking outside my class then suddenly I saw him inside his class waving at me haha…

Ahhhh…. I can’t believe that I stand beside him, I thought I cant stand next to him cause he is so tall so must stand at the end then suddenly he stand next to me, I was so shocked cause I always wanted to stand next to him,
I can’t forget that moment I’m so happy

OMG…. He talk to me yes, he talk to me when we finish our CCA and we were buying drinks before our CCA start my friends wrote his name on a pieces of paper and put inside my wallet when I open my wallet the paper is still there and his friends was behind me, I was so shocked cause we completely forgot about the paper. Then he came and he ask me what happened I quickly tear the paper, he thought there were something in my hand phone so he look at my phone then he say to me “ why, why you took my picture ah???” then he smile and walk to his friends I was so happy ah cause he talk to me waaaa….


It felt like a dream come true….

It’s recess time, we were late for recess cause we went to the toilet first than the canteen, me and my friends we don’t want to eat so we just sit there wait for our other friends eat. We were talking and laughing then he came and sit behind me my friends kept asking me to talk to him, but I was to shocked when saw him I can’t even open my mouth and say ‘Hello’… when school end he was outside my class I did not know what he was doing but his friends say 'Hi'to me he just stand there and smile, but when my stupid friend came they quickly ran to her and talk to her including him…. aahhhhh!!!! I’M SO MAD!!! At that time. I ran to my class I think she know that I’m mad at her cause she follow me from behind she call me but I ignore her I told her that ‘I hate her and I don’t want to talk to her ever again’ and went out of the class…. I HATE HER SO MUCH…. I was so nice to her how can she betray me….

Aahhh…. I thought he never come to school today sia, I was walking with my friends then we saw his friend alone then we thought he never come then suddenly when we turn around he was just behind of us. I was so shocked man, than recess time my stupid friend want to attract attention only go sit with him then laugh2… EEEE!!!! I know she want to make me mad lol then in front of me want to act innocence ‘KNN’…

OMG… I’m so embarrass I went to say his name to loud for what, ok it all started like this… my friend found his Friendster so we check it out and we found out his full name the next morning we told our other friends his name and I say it out to loud we didn’t notice that he walk past us when we turn around he was behind us he didn’t even look at us… Did he hear anything??? aahhh… it is so embarrassing...