Omg he came I thought he never come cause I thought he is the type who is like don’t care about the CCA, but I was wrong. So the day started as usual take attendance Mam’d talk all that than our mam’d group is in to group of 4-5 than first YY was standing in front of me than I was so happy than suddenly mam’d go and change his places so he must group with my friend and BL was in my group…. * sigh * it was so board. When I think about it back each of us get 1 monkey each “we call them the 3 monkey cause recess time they will always go to the monkey bars and climb on top of the monkey bar and sit”, my group there is BL, my friend yana group there is YY and my friend yati there is FR. Than as usual I went home on line chat with my friend than he on line I was so happy, so I chat with him and ask him how was his day was is fun or board than I ask him how he like than he say no one than he want to know who I like ‘ I can’t tell him who I like cause the person I like is him’ he keep asking me he even msg me asking me who I like.
OMG this is so weird…

Is he ok? Is he still sick? Have he taken his medicine? Hope he will get better soon…Saturday there is CCA hope he is well enough to go for the CCA… I really hope he will come :(

Haha so funny my friends and I bet on something, the bet was if yy call my name today they will each get 50 cent from me but If yy never call my name they will each give me 50 cent each. So I thought he never call my name cause when finish school we walk in front of them and they kept calling my friend name but not mine so I say to them “you guys own me 50 cent ok?” when I say that they call my name than my friends all was like “ ouh! 50 cent! 50 cent! He call your name” that was so funny….

I still have this feeling for BL but I think I just have to move on, and be who I am.

Boy, fate met us with each other,
But we are not meant to be together,
When I look up at the sky,
I can see the difference between u and I,
If I noe I’m gonna miss you,
I won’t be giving my heart to you if I noe it hurts,
I swear I won’t ever fall for you,
If time can be rewind,
I want to go back to the time where we first met,
And the first time you talk to me,
But it’s all impossible,
Cause you’ve moved on and I’ve moved on,
The feeling tat I once have for you,
I promise tat I’ll keep it,
Not in my heart but in my mind,
And I will always remember you and I’ll miss you,
Not for long,Till I met with a guy tat can replace you….

I like have no feeling for him anymore and started to have feeling for his friend… it’s so weird, I know!. Cause the one whom always MSG me or chat with me when I’m bored is his friend, I try a few time chat with him but he never reply lol. I was so angry so I give up… I told my friend about my crush for his friend I thought my friend reply would be like “ eeeewwww!!! you like him? Why you like him he is not that good-looking!” but they did not say that their reply was “ ouh ok”. I was shocked, I ask my friend wat is her comment and she say ‘ok’ I ask her wat make her say that she say that I’m very close to him, and she won’t be surprise if I told her that I like him…


YY !!! ((:

I can’t believe that he never come that day I really hope that he come but he never turn up it really upset me I ask his friend why he never come and they say that he never bring his clothes but I msg his friend what to bring and wat time, surely his friend got call him... AHHH!!! I’m so disappointed I think he never come because of me, I think he know ready that I like him …..

oh well nothing much happen's :D soo went to sch per normal.Hoping that i would bump into him & soo i went searching!(:but hey!, Why is he not in there??? )))))):I thought he is in there!!! Only his friend is in the classroom but he isnt,)):& finally afta twisting my head for sometime finding him, I finally found him! he was looking at me! i smiled.But only his friend looked at me and smile back. I was like *gosh!" he soo attitude can?.…. damn! soo the whole day i was soo upset. but i couldnt care less! decided to act per normal forget bout all that happened. & soon school ended. i wasnt in the mood so i went home. otw i saw him again. sigh.... der's nothing i cn do so i walked passed him & he still looked away!. damn it la. Does it kill to at least say hello? stupid bugger. fine lor. i remember dis day!wasnt it u who always say hi's? wasnt u who always text me? wasnt u who always help me out? but why it ended like dis? Raahh!!...)))))))):